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Letter for Doran

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(Lycandria Marilyn Ravenholdt)

A note sits idle near Doran's supply cabinet at the kitchen of the inn, creased and standing on it's edges.

Dear Doran,

I'm really sorry about this past week, and I owe you an apology. I've been under alot of pain and stress, losing Baurus and the problems as you know within the league, but it was no excuse to go off on you the way I did.

You are your own man, and I need to respect that. I also understand just the way you felt when I made my decision to choose Baurus. At the time, I though it was the right thing to do, but the truth is I never really stopped caring or thinking about you.

When I saw you and Rhiswyn the past few nights, it was silently crushing me. I felt like I was suffocating, and it made me realize that I still cared about you more than I let myself admit.

Even with everything I have put you through, you've still chosen to be here among the league and support us. I can't express enough in words what that means to me.

I can also say you have been an invaluable friend to me. When things get hard and I need someone who just knows what I need to hear, you are always there to bring my feet back on solid ground.

You are my rock. You are the constant, unchanging variable in my world that I've never experienced before. I just felt you should know how much you have impacted me since the day I met you and you joined the league.

Lastly, I just want you to be happy. You are a good man and deserve good things in your life. I know I can't expect anything further for us and I understand that now, but it won't stop this girl from hoping one day we can start over.

With Hope and Sincerity,

- Ly